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her dirty little, high heels

and it's complicated.

Need to be next to you
Thursday, November 19, 2009

Bahasa Malaysia.
Bahasa Inggeris.
Sejarah
Mathematics
Moral
Additional Mathematics.
Biology
Chemistry



.. and after all these shits, it's time for a new makeover.

Next mission: Transformation from an ugly duckling, to a beautiful swan.
not forgetting finally can spend more time with the boy.

(;


i do, and i will
Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Instead of...

' OH SHIT OH SHIT TOMORROW IS SPM ALREADY! '

I..

' YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY CAN'T WAIT TOMORROW! CAN'T WAIT FOR SPM TOMORROW! I wanna get this over with. OMOGOMGOMGOG FML FML FML! '

;)



I'm sorry,
I'm trying to be the best I can be in everything I do.

I did asked you from the beginning, are you sure you're doing the right thing?

And you said you are.

Hopefully things will get better tomorrow.

I'm seriously tired.


goodbye school.
Sunday, November 15, 2009

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I think I shall leave my facebook alone now.

Gonna burn midnight oil tonight&&
meeting baby tomorrow to get his good luck kiss before Wednesday arrives.

xx

SPM will soon end in a blink of an eyes
(:


the roller coaster of my life.
Saturday, November 14, 2009



Updates* updates.

I'm going to be on hiatus for the entire week until SPM ends.

To archieve, you much first sacrifice time and things you love doing first.
Yes?

Things have been totally hectic and finding the time to think has been hard, much less finding the time to put those thoughts into some sort of coherent piece that you could read here. I shall not say much as it's kinda personal stuff to talk about it here. All I can say is, parents can sometimes be the biggest bitch in your life, but at the end of the day..

You know, we'll always be a family, and it will forever and always will stay that way.

Family comes first, and the rest second.


I wanna give a big shout out to say thank you to my Baby, Esther, Cecilia and Brandon for being there for me. I'm kinda blessed for having so many people in my life right now.

Ah I talked too much. So anyway, I've decided not to go Mist Club with Dex today and decided to go TUITION and church after, cause I know it is the right thing to do. Fuck it la, damn hate it when I make decision like this lor. Pssst.

Note to self: Gain your parents trust again, and freedom is all yours after SPM.

Be patient Manda, be patient.

HANG.IN.THERE.

*a biggggggg sigh.

= = +


Because I can, and you trust me.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Life is just one damned thing after another.





I believe it is fate that God sent you to me.

“I love him and that’s the beginning of everything.”

I told you my deepest fear, and that is afraid of losing someone like you.

Your love has made me whole,
It touched the very depths of my heart and soul,
Our very first kiss so passionate and sweet.

I
felt my heart skip beats.




Right now, I wanna fight with SPM till the very end. I wanna score as much A+ as I can. Yes it sucks that I can't see my Baby as often as I can right now, and I know some of you can understand my pain. Yes it sucks so badly.

One month will soon pass fast.

&& I believe all this hardwork will pay off soon enough.

For you my love, for Esther and Cecilia, for my parents even sometimes they can be such a bitch, and especially for myself.

I don't wanna walk out of my own future.

I wanna be the next superwoman ;))



WHHHHAT?! Can't a girl dream? XD



Because we left 13days
Thursday, November 5, 2009

Sometimes the words you said, it hurts me so bad. Do you know that Baby?
-A

I'm so tired of this family. I'm so tired of the mother shouting and yelling at me all the time. I'm so tired of the no communication between the father and I. I'm so tired of pretending like I'm okay. I'm so tired of hiding the Truth. I'm so of this broken heart. I'm so tired of smiling already.

Guess it's time to stand up on my own feet.

I'm alone now. Not with you, or you anymore.


Let's sing



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