Your body is like wonderland.

Because I can, and you trust me.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Life is just one damned thing after another.

I believe it is fate that God sent you to me.

“I love him and that’s the beginning of everything.”

I told you my deepest fear, and that is afraid of losing someone like you.

Your love has made me whole,
It touched the very depths of my heart and soul,
Our very first kiss so passionate and sweet.

I
felt my heart skip beats.

Right now, I wanna fight with SPM till the very end. I wanna score as much A+ as I can. Yes it sucks that I can't see my Baby as often as I can right now, and I know some of you can understand my pain. Yes it sucks so badly.

One month will soon pass fast.

&& I believe all this hardwork will pay off soon enough.

For you my love, for Esther and Cecilia, for my parents even sometimes they can be such a bitch, and especially for myself.

I don't wanna walk out of my own future.

I wanna be the next superwoman ;))

WHHHHAT?! Can't a girl dream? XD

Because we left 13days

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Sometimes the words you said, it hurts me so bad. Do you know that Baby?
-A

I'm so tired of this family. I'm so tired of the mother shouting and yelling at me all the time. I'm so tired of the no communication between the father and I. I'm so tired of pretending like I'm okay. I'm so tired of hiding the Truth. I'm so of this broken heart. I'm so tired of smiling already.

Guess it's time to stand up on my own feet.

I'm alone now. Not with you, or you anymore.

Because we left 14days.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Oh boy, you and I know that we're missing each other very much.

SPM is like in 14 days, and finish in 37days. So long yet so far and I miss you very dearly much boy. I'll make it up to you once everything is done okay.

Time to study hardcore this week. SPM SEASON PEOPLE!

Pray, study, drink caffeine, study and study.

Fffffffffffffffffffff.

xx

Because we left 15days

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

I wish

one day.

My mum will knock on my door.

And come in.

And ask this special question.

" Manda, what you wanna do after you've finish highschool? "

Lord oh lord, I'll let you decided my fate on my education.

I wanna go Taylors Subang like fucking badly, better than going out country for few years like Nellie right?

And I'm deciding whether wanna get my tongue pierce, navel pierce or tattoo. Hmmmmm.

Because we left 16days

Monday, November 2, 2009

The closer SPM gets to me, the more fucked up I will be.

I malas wanna blog, damn tired. Need to sleep.

I'l blog properly when I feel like to.

xx

p/s : I love you.

Because we left 17days.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

The night we met, my mouth said, "nice to meet you.". My heart said, 'oh, I've found you.'

Because we left 17days.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Read sentences by sentences.

Fiona's Red Carpet Party was awesome mosum doh.

Happy Halloween?

Can somebody give me that 'fella' to me as trick a treat?

Bloody Monday is still damn long to go.

SPM macam like tak da SPM.

His phone barred.. Pssst.

Desperate of getting a liquor to burst my head.

TBH, Feeling rather blue right now. Sigh.

Sleep, the most easiest answer of not thinking about ANYTHING.

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